Easy Fight Rambling
Scribbled on 26 March, 2006 at about 7:35 a.m.
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No sleep...somehow this doesn't surprise me.
Odd sensations as I was trying to get to sleep tonight, though. White flashes, accompanied by severe disorientation--something tugging me awake? Or tugging me away from the blank pages...I really did want to sleep tonight, too. I had interesting dreams last night that I wanted to get back to, if I could. Glimpses into someone else's book, I think. I don't very well recall it anymore, the girl was trapped on the fifrth level. The fifth level of where? Disturbances following her--something wrong with her, something that interfered with electronic systems in her wake.
Mirrors and windows worrying me lately, in my waking hours. My windows have been blacked out for some time--a product of my hours, of course, to block out the sun when I try to sleep. My mirror is covered now too. I've been seeing things in reflections that aren't there when I turn around. Lights, movement, different weather even, but not people. I don't like it, so I'm covering it up so I don't see it anymore. What if I look tomorrow and don't see my own reflection? No, better not to know.
Other people are acting differently too. I'm afraid like I don't know them anymore. Or maybe I'm remembering them wrong? Something's changing. Again, I don't like it. It's more difficult, though, to block out a person than a mirror.
I'm sick again. Apparently getting more so, if this wracking cough is any indication. It's stopped surprising me. I think my superior immune system might be finished now, and I'm just as susceptible as everyone else. Or more so? I'll get healthy again, I just need rest.
How can I rest when I can't sleep? Just one more peek at the blank pages, I want to see what might be written there.
Someone else's story, comfortable because it doesn't affect me, not really. Until, of course, I find a way to jump from one book to the other. Didn't I know somebody who figured that out already?




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